I have been attending University as a postgraduate researcher for four weeks now, so I feel an update on progress is in order.
Things have not really settled down yet: it was my birthday Monday and prior to that there were many other interruptions to contend with: Vulcan tours, my parents visiting, friends visiting… On top of only discovering at the last minute there’s a whole raft of seminars and workshops to attend, rather than the half-dozen I’d been led to expect by everyone and everything (not erroneously, either!), things have been rather busy.
It was quite useful, then, to ‘attend’ the second ECR Chat of the academic year on ‘Dealing with Competing Demands’, during which I was notably multitasking on watching Twitter and playing in Matt’s roleplaying game. This week’s training workshop also touched on multitasking and time-management, two things I have become very proficient in recently: I have created a timetable of my entire life until the start of January! And only that far because I don’t know yet what’s really happening beyond.
Things will settle better from this weekend onwards: less visitors, less touring, less nights out. Yes, nights out: RusSoc and RPGSoc have had a few events I’ve attended which have been out in town, with a few more this week. At least the RusSoc ones involved a considerable amount of Russian practice.
Another large chunk of Russian practice came when I had to go to London to have my fingerprints digitally (ha ha!) taken for my Russian visa. Sitting in the waiting area of the Russian National Tourist Office meant I was exposed to Russian (at a level I could understand), and mine and Matt’s trip to the Cosmonauts exhibition at the Science Museum straight after involved a lot of trying to work out not only what words meant, but also semi-obscured handwriting. At least it was all post-revolution Cyrillic this time!
With all this gallivanting about, I don’t feel like I’ve really done much. I have, though: part of my ‘research’ is preparing for this research trip to Russia, so those hours spent writing interview requests and emailing them (or, in some cases, messaging on Facebook) are ‘counted’, as are at least some of those spent going to London, applying for my visa etc. And I have had time to squeeze in a little bit (maybe a half-hour?) of ‘real’ research preparation. Which is nothing, but I also know that won’t last: I’m only four weeks in, and week six sees the start of the time I have time.
I think I’ve mostly been semi-demoralised by the lack of progress as compared to other times: even my second undergraduate degree, which was similar to this in that it was part-time and I was working otherwise full-time, but being taught meant I ‘progressed’ much quicker.
Another similarity between my BSc and this MA is the feeling of isolation, which is not entirely anyone’s fault. I might have kept in contact with the Department since 2006, but things have undeniably changed, not least the format of what I’m doing. I have tried to make friends, mostly outside of the Department because I think it’s easier to make friends within, but even within the Department and my peer group I find it hard because we’re all working on our own projects, I’m not often in the Department or on the same campus, I don’t want to follow around the people who attend the same seminars etc. as I do like a lost puppy and, crucially, I’m a bit too independent for my own good. Which is why I think I feel the need to attend departmental stuff as often as I can. I was going to attend SlavSoc but it’s all drinking and that’s boring, although they do appear to be trying to start something more inclusive.
Well, hopefully some sort of stability for the next two to three weeks will mean I feel much more settled and much less like I’m floundering in a dark sea…